She looked so hyped and happy, ah! a good way to hide her bleeding heart..
She made people laugh and smile with her..such good trick to conceal her crying soul..
With everyone she is a sunshine so full of light
but her light fades as the day ends
And when she’s alone, she becomes the moon with a subtle shine, lonely and silent
but still gives an effort to light the way of the one she love the most.
It was over before it started….
When we started, you looked me in the eye and said you liked me..
I was amazed of how upfront you can be, you kissed my lips and called me “mine”
That was fast for day one….
I felt joy and I fell for you, only to find out I was a game for you..
That day I dared to have fun and we met new friends, without realizing you met another girl to play with..
I was blinded and I still loved you, even when you said, let’s take this slow..
But the reality is you were with your other girls..
I believed in you and ignored the signs, even when friends tell me that I am such a fool..
You continued to play around as my broken heart sharpened its’ edge..
I finally had enough as I caught you in the act..
You told me you love me and that you will not give me up..
Like a stupid fool, I believed in your meaningless words..
Time tested you and sorrow came, I died wanting to comfort you but you pushed me away..
I finally felt, I never mattered so I cut ties with you and ended up a heartless bitch..
I ran after you and tried to get you back but it seemed like this was your plan..
Lonely days came for you and you come to me only to shoo me away when you’re done using me..
But not even a single apology came of how you played my heart like a trash..
Tell me how can I get over from something that was over before it started?
Im somewhere in between, not happy but not sad
I feel my heartbeat beating uneasily
It’s not hurt or pain
Not excitement or bliss
But it’s alive..
It beats because it wants to survive…
Dreams and death are the same. It fades slowly when you wake up and eventually forgotten. It leads to endless nights just like a blank canvas.
Maybe just maybe that’s why we need to color our life as much as we can while we are still living in reality…
For someone who is not meant to be with you, you will be either too much or less than their expectations.
But always remember for someone who is meant for you, you will always be just enough. Just like the warmth of morning sunlight, every little piece of you is enough to brighten their life.
He promised her sunshine, she got soaked in the rain.
He said everything is going to be fine and now she builds wall around her heart against the pain.
I wished on every star just to be in his arms again. Every time the wide sky starts to darken I prepare myself to greet the stars with rapturous smile.
My tiny light of hope, please bring him back to me. Under this dark blue sky, I pray he’d look up and see all my wishes written up above..
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